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Rapper/rocker Machine Gun Kelly reveals he almost ended his life during a harrowing incident, when he was in a dark place.

Click to share on Skype (Opens in new window) Machine Gun Kelly has revealed that he was once so low that he put a shotgun into his mouth while on the phone with his fiance Megan Fox. In his new Hulu documentary film Machine Gun Kellys Life in Pink,the musician candidly revealed that he was in really dark place after his father passed away in July 2020, worsening his battle with depression and substance abuse. Machine Gun Kelly recalled that one night he attempted to take his own life while Megan was out of the country shooting a movie. I wouldnt leave my (hotel) room, he remembered. I started getting really, really, really dark. Megan went to Bulgaria to shoot a movie, and I started getting this really wild paranoia. Like, I kept getting paranoid that someone was gonna come and kill me. I would always sleep with a shotgun next to my bed, and one of the days, I just f###### snapped. I called Megan I was like, You arent here for me. Im in my room, and Im, like, freaking out on her. Dude, I put the shotgun in my mouth. And Im yelling on the phone and like the barrels in my mouth. And I go to c### the shotgun and the bullet, as it comes back up, the shell just gets jammed. Megans like dead silent. Thats when I started to realize somethings not right (in my head). After the incident, the Transformers actress and Kellys 12-year-old Casie Machine Gun Kellys Life in Pink is now streaming on Hulu and Disney+. Share AllHipHop | Read more